Today is the Christmas day that every kids come to home to open their own gift. And one thing I realized tonight when I was in my aunt's home is someone who resembles my ex that hurt me a lot.
Actually I met him this time twice. At the first time I had met I hadn't realized he resembles my ex. Now I realized. Why did God make me realize this?
I have to be far away from that man as far as possible. >.<
When I saw him who resembles my ex, I thought about all the memories about my ex that made my heart hurt a lot. I don't want to love someone because he resembles the ex that I used to love the ex a lot. I don't want just because I don't want to hurt that person at all.
But If he made my heart flutter. If he were my destiny, I wouldn't hesitate to love him at all
One more thing I realized a bout him that he is a nephew of my uncle who is the husband of my aunt that is the sister of my mother so he's not my flesh and blood. He's a stranger to me. He's not my cousin. That makes me relieved.
Whatever just let it go. I love him? He loves me? I want the future answer this answer
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